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1970s part 2

08:43 Apr 29 2019
Times Read: 267


*I don't even know him. He could be a murderer.*

"But I do not know you. Where are you taking me?" I ask trying and failing to sound confident

He looks at me and I see genuine concern in his eyes "I assure you I do not mean you any harm Miss. I just want to make sure you're safe. We are going to my apartment. I cannot see a lady in distress and you're soaking, you could catch a cold."

I try hard not to cry, nobody had ever cared as much as this stranger did. I decided to go with him.

We crossed the road and moved up an old looking building but well decorated on the inside... he was holding my arm gently..

We went to his apartment and he started working on the fire as soon as we entered. I took off his coat and sat down in front of the fireplace. I didnt even notice him leave, a few minutes later he handed me a cup of fresh coffee. I realized I was shivering. I took a sip of the coffee and instantly felt better. I gave him a grateful smile and he smiled back.

"Feel free to use the shower if you want to, the water's hot. You might want to change as well." He said pointing to my clothes... I looked at myself and almost spilled my coffee in embarrassment. I hadn't noticed that my white dress was almost see through since it was wet.

"I do not have anything else to wear" I couldn't look him in the eye.

*Why did I not remember that I had a white dress on, Ugh*

He got up and went to his room.... came back a few minutes later with a large shirt and trousers.

"You need dry clothes. I do not have women clothing. I hope you do not mind." He was embarrassed. I could see it as he rubbed the back of his neck while handing me the clothes.

I sipped on my coffee and took the clothes... then looked at him

"Do you have a bathroom here?"

He pointed to the far end of the corridor. I moved slowly trying to cover myself up.

I got inside and stripped fast... everything was soaking.... even my bra and panties...

*oh god... I'll have to remove em*

I put on the shirt... It was almost upto my knees and the sleeve was too long... I looked ridiculous so I folded up the sleeves... tried hard to put on the trousers but they were way too loose and kept falling off.... nothing helped... and I knew he didnt have women's clothing... so I decided to wear just his shirt... It did cover me up till the knee and well I'll have to be careful how I sit

At least that's what I had thought when I wore it.

When I got back to the main area I could smell meat.... and onions.... I sat down on the couch and waited for a while...

He emerged with two bowls. It had soup with two plates full of roasted meat and veggies.

he smiled at me.

"I am not too good at this but I tried... Lets eat something before it gets cold."

"I am not hungry" I said and as if on cue my stomach growled...

*Ugh.. why does my body always betray me like this* I looked at the floor expecting him to get angry

But he just looked at me.... I looked up at him and he smiled

"Please don't be afraid. I don't mean you any harm... Please eat something. You don't look too well. I understand you are worried about my intentions but if you want I will go look for your husband right now. I am pretty sure he would just go back to his old habits then...." he looked at my knee which still had marks of an old bruise.... I covered it up quickly.

"I hate it when men treat a woman this way. I swear I wish I could kill him. A man who doesn't respect a woman doesn't deserve to live." I saw the anger again....

I have no idea why I did it... But I got up and hugged him.

It was way too long before I realized what I had done and moved away.

He looked at me. "I am sorry."

"Why are you apologizing? I am glad you feel safe. I want you to trust me. I will never harm you in any way. I swear" I see sincerity in his eyes... which makes my eyes water up....

I turn around and wipe the tears.... he pulls me to his chest... It feels good.... I continue to cry and he doesn't move... doesn't flinch....

"No one deserves what he has done to you." He says...

The next thing that comes out of his mouth was unexpected

"Do you love him?"


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1970s

15:05 Apr 22 2019
Times Read: 297


Frustration, Anger, Sadness and Worry... all at once.... this is how I felt when I ran into the bar... drenched in the rain... looking around.... still couldn't find him.....

*he must be drunk again.... somewhere causing a scene.... I need to find him...* my thoughts were interrupted as I felt someone's eyes on me... I turned to look at him...

A smart well dressed man.... sitting at the bar with a drink in his hand and sympathetic look on his face. I hate to admit it but he's handsome.... the kind of rugged handsome stranger who also looks like a gentleman.

Defeated I sit on the stool next to him and look down.... holding my head in my hands

"Is everything alright? May I get you something to drink?"

A strong masculine voice spoke to me..... I looked up and saw concern in his eyes....

"Yes... I was looking for my husband... he must be drunk somewhere...." I ignored his second question.... I needed to look for David.... he should get home.... if he wakes up somewhere else its my funeral....

"You're shivering.... let me get you a drink then I'll help you look for him" He didnt ask this time..... his voice was a command... it was surprising but it was an attractive trait....

*Ugh... what the hell am I thinking... I need to look for David.*

He placed a drink in front of me... I didnt even care what it was... I downed it.... then looked up at him....

"Would you help me look for him?"

Weird.... he didnt answer and I see anger in his eyes.... I look down and see that he's looking at my bruise..... quickly covering it up....

"How did that happen?" he asked.. the anger clear in his voice

"Just please let it go.... I need to find my husband"

As I turned he grabbed my shoulder.... at the same spot where David had used his belt.... I winced and he quickly removed it....

As I turned back at him... he was even more angry.... I didnt think it was possible

"who did that?" He asked in a commanding tone....

"M-my husband... D-David" I stuttered....

I tried his level best to calm down as he saw me scared....

"I am sorry... I just cannot see a lady treated like this..." he stated

*Sobs uncontrollably*

I couldn't hold it in...

*what am I doing...? I am letting out my weaknesses in front of a stranger*

I try to move away but he says "Please come with me.... I'll take you home?"

I panic "No.... I need to find David... if he finds out he's not home tomorrow morning he will kill me...."

I see his anger again.... "I will not let him touch you...." he takes off his coat and drapes it around me.... then grabs his umbrella... "Come"


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LORDMOGY
LORDMOGY
03:36 Apr 30 2019





 

Martha III

14:12 Apr 14 2019
Times Read: 317


One week later

The past week had been the most amazing... I loved Max... he had been the sweetest... the most incredible lover... it was insane... i know... my mind has told me that a million times.... but my heart doesn't want to listen...

I came home earlier than usual to make sure I see him before he leaves with his friends for an all night party.

I saw him in his room.... he was wearing a tshirt and ripped jeans... I hugged him from behind..... savoring his scent....

#Max's POV

I felt her eyes on me as I was getting ready for the night out... she came and hugged me from behind... I smiled and touched her arms... turned around and kissed her.... then moved downstairs to wear my shoes and leave....

I turned to her after putting on my shoes
"Don't wait up... I'll probably go to college from Dave's place..."

She just smiled.... it felt good to see her smile....

I got downstairs as Dave was already honking..... I waved goodbye to her and sat down in the car....

"Lets go"

At the club

Dave: "Hey Max... look at Shauna... she looks so fine bro"
I didn't even have to look at her... I rolled my eyes
"Not interested in her man"

Dave looked at me quizzically and handed me a mushroom.... I ate it and it felt like the entire room was filled with lights... I had quite a few drinks.... I don't remember how many....

1 hour later

I saw her.... I could see my girl... omg she looked so hot....
"Fuck Martha what are you doing?" I said as I felt her lips around my tool...

Shauna: "I am not Martha baby... not that it matters... just sit back and relax"

Her lips were more rough than usual... she licked and slurped and spit on it over and over again.... It felt amazing but it was different.... I couldn't help but moan again and again until I finally came all over her face...

She then jumped on top of me.... her pussy was so damn tight... oh my... it felt amazing..... everything about her is amazing.... I moved my hands up her body to her firm boobs and hard nipples.... Not that big but amazing nonetheless... I pinched her nipples and her moans made me suck em.... I couldn't see clearly but my every touch.. every feeling was heightened.... It felt so damn good.....

oh wow... she wanted me in her ass.... which was even more tight.... I fucked her hard... she wanted me to "Fuck her like a bitch and pull her hair" so I did.... It felt so incredible to cum in her ass..... she couldn't get enough of me.... she sat on my face...

her already wet pussy tasted incredible.... I licked her clit and her moans made me hard again.... this time... I got up... pulled her with me and fucked her against the wall... It was sexy.... she was moaning like a slut and I had already cum 3 times....

I could always say this was the most amazing night of my life....

Next Day

I woke up groggy in a bed which was slightly sticky.... I wouldn't remember where i was until I saw Shauna beside me... nude....

Everything from last night was a blur.... I went to the bathroom nearby and washed my face... then stepped into the shower to clear my head....

Flashes of last night came to my mind as I turned on the shower.... then I remembered Shauna on the bed... naked...

"Fuck... it wasn't Martha... It was Shauna"

At that moment I turned off the shower... grabbed a towel.... covered myself and walked out back into the room I came from to check my phone.... It was 4pm.... I had missed college.... not only that I had cheated on Martha..... Shit....

I paced around the room contemplating my next move... should I tell her? should I keep it to myself?

About 30 minutes later

A hungover Dave walked in.....

Dave: "Hey man... your mom called...."

My heart sunk... I looked at my phone...

"She called you?"

Dave: "No... she called you... I picked up since you were sleeping"

"And...? what did you tell her?"

Dave looked at me weirdly as I panicked "Nothing man, all I said was that we got pretty drunk last night and you were still sleeping"

I let out my held breath..... She didn't know about Shauna... thank god...

Dave: "Btw... go dress up.... why are you still in a towel? its almost 6"

"WTF.... 6? it was 4 when i got up"

"Yeah man... the effect of the mushrooms" he winked "it does that to you"

This was when the door to the room i was in.. burst open... Martha on the other side... a drunk, sleeping, naked Shauna on the bed and me in a towel....


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Martha part 2

07:27 Apr 08 2019
Times Read: 343


I couldn't believe what I just heard.... I close my eyes... and sit there for 5 minutes... thinking.... processing what he just said and where did I give him that impression... all this while he sat up and was continuously apologizing to me..... I couldn't hear him... it just hurt so bad to think that I had gone wrong somewhere.... that my son had somehow become like the man who raped me so many years ago..... I needed time... I had to think...

So I got up slowly... opened my eyes and went to my bedroom door.... opened it up and looked back at my son "Leave"

Max: "Mom please I am sorry... I didnt mean to... please...."

"We will talk tomorrow Max.... just go..."

*he hangs his head... and just hugs me... when I do not return the hug he leaves... turns around and whispers*

Max: "I'm sorry mom"

I close the door and think....

He was such a sweet child... what made him think of this....

I couldn't sleep all night.... trying to remember who his father was......

~Morning~
Max: "Good morning mom"
*he comes and hugs me...*
when i do not respond he seems to remember... and hangs his head... pouring himself a cup of coffee....

#Max's POV

She still remembers it... Ugh... I hate seeing her like this... she deserves everything in the world.... how can I make her understand.... maybe I shouldn't have told her... It's just that I couldn't hold it in.... I love her too much... she has no idea how long I've loved her... I still remember being jealous of the douche she tried to date when I was 15.... she deserves better... she deserves someone who cares for her...

*I move closer to her and grab the knife from her hand as she's trying to cut strawberries....*
"I'll do it mom... please sit...."
She looks at me... it seems as if she's cried all night... I have this overwhelming urge to just kiss her and take care of her... to make sure she never cries again... but she doesn't understand... I am not the child who loves his mom.... I am the man who loves her.... and cares for her....

"I am sorry I have hurt you mom..." I sit down right beside her and take her hands in mine.....
"Please could you listen to me one time..... I care about you... I always cared about you.... I hate to see you hurt and crying...."
She looks into my eyes..... I hug her....
"Mom... I love you.... more than anything in the world.... I am not the child who loves his mom..... I am the man you always wanted.... you tried to date so many men.... no one really cared for you... and you know that..... Is it so difficult?.... I am right here... I have always been right here... and I'd kill the person who hurts you.... could you please stop looking at me as your son and understand that I am the man who truly loves you?"

She starts crying.... sobbing into my chest... at this moment nothing else mattered.... I pulled her closer.... never wanting to let go.....

#Martha's POV

My son.... he loved me... he cared... I never even realized how he felt.... I just couldn't hold the tears in anymore... he was right... he was the only one who actually cared... I clung to him and cried into his chest.... He wasn't my little boy anymore... he is a man... and he loves me.....

this is wrong i know.... but somehow my heart didnt wanna believe it.... He loved me for who I am.... he cared.. what else do I need?


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Martha

11:50 Apr 07 2019
Times Read: 369


Hey and welcome to my life.... I was 17 when i went to a party with my best friend at a club... worst night of my life... I was raped... by a drunk douche... worst part? I dont even remember him coz he drugged me. How do I know I was raped? Coz I got pregnant after.

That is what I used to think... that this baby would be the biggest mistake of my life. My family abandoned me. I had to quit school.

Now? I am a single mother to a 19 year old son. Yes, it has been a while and no... I do not regret anything anymore... my son is amazing. I am glad to have him. Yes I am 36 now. I work at a small bakery and am happy with my life. My son is in college and works part time at Starbucks. He comes home late evenings. He is a hardworking little boy. Well not so little anymore.

Oh I am so sorry... how rude of me... I didnt even introduce myself.... I am Martha Rogers. I live in Sacramento, California.

*opens up the house door*
I am home early today... I will cook something nice for my son... *moves to the kitchen*

~About an hour later~

Max: "Mom... I'm home"

"I'm in the kitchen, Max..." *Max enters the kitchen and moves closer to the fresh dough...
Max: "Mmmm... smells good... what you cookin?"
*grins* "You'll see... go freshen up and I'll serve the food..."
*Max runs off*
I know he's excited... and hungry... I'll just place it in the oven and go freshen up... jeez I'm all sweaty...

~half hour later~

Mmmm... it looks good.... I need a good plate to serve the pie in... ah found it....
Max: "Hurry up mom please... im hungry"
"Yeah just a minute..."
When I got to the table I saw Max grinning....
Max: "I knew it was pie.... wow... thanks mom"
He digs in... and I couldn't be happier.... now that i think about it... if I hadn't gone to that party... I wouldn't have Max... and I wouldn't want that... ever....

~bed time~
Max: "Mom, you awake"
*looks up from her magazine*
"Yes Max, come on in... whats wrong"
*he lays his head in my lap*
Max: "I wanna talk to you about something... please don't be angry with me okay?"
"Why would I be angry? Go on..."
*I run my hand through his hair....*
"Talk to me"
Max: "I had a weird dream last night.... I was doing something.... umm.... inappropriate with a girl..."
"Max do you mean sex?"
Max: "Yes mom.... but..."
"But what? its natural baby... you're 19...."
Max: "I didnt know who the girl was..... until... she turned around...."
"And? who was it?" I ask grinning hoping to hear the name of one of the girls from his college
"Umm... it was... please dont be mad... but it was you mom"


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LORDMOGY
LORDMOGY
15:36 Apr 07 2019









 

Apologies

18:00 Apr 06 2019
Times Read: 383


Alright guys... I hate to say this... but I probably wont continue any of the four stories I wrote previously.... you guys can use your imagination for whatever happens next.... coz now onwards... I will start one new story.... write... 2 or max 3 journals with the story climax.... and I shall start a new story only after I end one...

It might take a while coz I have got a bit busy lately... with studies and work together.... but I will start soon...

I am sorry about not giving the previous stories a proper ending.... at least Mogy liked em.... :P

And I'm pretty sure your personal climax was not so long overdue.... lol.... so yes... onto the next....


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LORDMOGY
LORDMOGY
20:16 Apr 06 2019

I sure did. LOL!





SinfulMelody
SinfulMelody
11:24 Apr 07 2019








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